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Six years old (the blog, that is)

By Emily on May 16, 2013

Six years ago, as I was preparing to move back to Spain, I wanted a means of communicating with people at home, of sharing photos, something beyond group emails. And so I decided, hesitantly, to start a blog.

Six years later, that blog has become this space.

This blog has taken me from Montana to Spain, back to Montana and then to Texas.

From teaching to being unemployed to working to being back in school (while teaching and working).

It has been here through two new cameras, and actually starting to learn photography. Discovering that I really love it, too.

Through births and deaths. Birthdays and breakups. Travel and quiet evenings at home. The ends of things and the starts of things and that weird in-between.

January 30, 2010

Over the past six years, I’ve posted, on average, about once a week. That’s nothing compared to many bloggers, but much more than others. But if there’s anything I’m slowly learning, it’s that it doesn’t matter. So please humor me while I lay on the cheese for a moment. I’m happy to have this space. I’m happy to get the chance to write here, or post some pictures, to have the chance to share with some old friends and to make some new ones, too. It’s been a small thing, this blog, but I have approached it with a lot of love.

So I thought it would be fun to highlight some of my favorite posts, the ones that have stuck with me. Maybe you’ll remember one, too?

2013

+ Reminiscing, Holiday in Spain (parts 1, 2, 3)

2012

+ Lifelist check: Counting Crows live

+ Writers are people who write

+ The up and onward and not the over and out

+ Thoughts on writing (and finding the time)

+ Backtracking for beauty

+ Making my move

+ On super clean showers and having beautiful days

+ Fairfield (not far from Freezeout Lake)

2011

+ Keep in touch

+ Whatever happened to romantic comedies?

+ On being brave

+ The road home

+ 30 Days of Creativity: Day 17 (Friday morning ritual)

+ 30 Days of Creativity: Day 3

+ Memory keeping

+ Waking up

+ Mimi, and writing about grief

2010

+ The year (of food) in photos

+ Seattle Public Library

+ Working and happiness and other Sunday night thoughts

+ View from my kitchen window

+ Last farmers market

+ Feels like fall

+ My handwriting is a font!

+ Update: cleaning things up

+ Bye bye winter

2009

+ Inspiration

+ Demolition

+ No more Bull

2008

+ An autumn weekend in Glacier

+ Noah

+ Whatever happened to Thanksgiving?

+ Home coming

+ (O)Porto!

+ Lovely Lisbon

+ Lots of cheers (ok, and a fair amount of tears, too)

+ Wanderlust

+ Eurovision!

+ Semana Santa/Holy Week

+ Paris in the (almost) springtime

+ An unthemed update

+ On being extranjera (foreign)

2007

+ Puttin’ me in my place

+ Colegio/elementary school

I expect no one to read them all, or to come close, but it was fun to go back. Perhaps there are some discoveries here for someone.

Who knows how long I’ll keep doing this. But I just renewed my domain for another year. I’m approaching this summer with excitement on many fronts, one of them related to posting here more often. This little space has become my little space, and I’m happy to continue to call it home.

You are welcome here, my blog friends, and I am thankful to share this space with you. Six years! Pretty hard to believe.

(image from Parker Fitzgerald, via flickr. The phrase always reminds me of my grandma, Mimi.)

Posted in a few of my favorite things, blog, fiesta, photography, writing | Tagged a space to call my own, another year older and deeper in debt, blog anniversary, blogiversary?, six years | 1 Response

Where I’ll be: Washington, D.C.

By Emily on May 12, 2013

After quite a few months of internship applications, and reconsidering whether or not I wanted to just spend the summer sizzling in Austin, and waiting, waiting, waiting to hear back, I finally got word a few weeks ago that I’ll be spending June and July interning at the Smithsonian in D.C.!

This week, I finally got my fingerprints taken, filled out the rest of (start of?) the paperwork required for any work with the federal government, and signed a lease on a shared apartment in D.C., just a fifteen minute metro ride to my summer gig.

I’m really, really excited.

I’m excited for the opportunity to work at one of America’s foremost cultural institutions. I’m excited to get more hands-on experience in my field. I’m excited for a change of scenery. I’m excited to be a tourist in D.C., especially all of the amazing museums. I’m excited not to have a car for a while and to be in a transport-friendly city. I’m excited to take more pictures and post more in this space. I’m excited!

Have you spent much time in D.C.? Other than Scandal, which I’ve been binge watching this week, and a free high school trip for being one of Montana’s top high school journalists (ha!), I know next to nothing. Any places that aren’t to be missed? Favorite bars? Restaurants? Walks? Tips, in general?

Do you have a favorite Smithsonian?

(photo from my Instagram feed)

Posted in seasons, things that make me smile, travel, working | Tagged internship, Smithsonian, summer, Washington D.C. | 1 Response

The Event of a Thread, and summer on the horizon

By Emily on May 5, 2013

The semester’s end is a moving goalpost: as soon as I think I can reach it, it slides juuuust out of reach. In the meantime, I am ticking away boxes on my ever-growing academic and otherwise to do list before shifting to my summer to do lists: the mostly fun kind, and the kind involving projects I have been wanting to tackle for some time. No more papers, no more (text) books, no more classmates’ dirty looks. (one extremely pretentious chick in particular…) I am excited to share more about my summer plans this week. Exciting stuff ahead!

First on that list: heading to Houston for the night! A friend and I are celebrating the end of grad school year one, with plans to visit some of Houston’s world class museums (ah, oil money…), maybe hit a baseball game, and wander around the city. Oh, and eat. And drink. Should be fun.

Checking out all of the amazing art options got me thinking again about this video, shot during Ann Hamilton’s Event of a Thread installation at the Park Avenue Armory this winter. I’ve been a fan of Paul Octavious’ photography work on Flickr for a long time, but didn’t realize he also shot videos as beautiful as this one.

I’ll be back this week with more to say and hopefully some Houston stories to share. Hope it’s sunny where you are!

(**for some reason, embedded videos don’t seem to be showing up in some RSS readers. If you’re reading this in a reader or via email subscription, you might have to click through to see the video. It’s lovely and worth it!)

Posted in photography, seasons, things that make me smile, travel | Tagged Ann Hamilton, art installation, Houston, Paul Octavious, summer | Leave a response

A new (macro) perspective

By Emily on April 26, 2013

It’s that time of year again. Last year, I spent my tax refund on the Adobe Creative Suite. This year, after a whole lot of research, I finally decided to bite the bullet and use my tax refund to make another photo-centric purchase – a macro lens! Something I’ve been wanting for years.

It was a big decision for me, a huge step up from the rest of my lens arsenal. But I love the little things. I’m a detail person. I am well suited to macro photography in a lot of ways.

If I’m being honest, I’m still learning how to use it. That amazingly shallow depth of field that I’ve so wanted also presents some challenges (only intensified by my hesitancy to carry around a tripod, even when I *know* that I should). But I’ve been having some fun experimenting with it. So I thought I’d show the first few months of macro attempts, looking forward to coming back to this in a year or so and laughing at how little I knew.

Around the house

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Outside on a sunny day at Home Depot.

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Hook ‘em. Haha.

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Macro self-portraiture (see, I told you my glasses were “marbled lilac”)

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A morning at the Zilker Botanical Garden

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DSC_4575_blogAnd, because my photography posts are rarely complete without food, lemon poppyseed muffins with a lemon glaze. Last Sunday morning.

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I have one week of class left and then my first year of grad school will be over. I’m excited to get back to this space. I have so many posts I’ve been wanting to write!

How are things, friends? How do your gardens grow? Anything new in the oven or around the house?

Posted in a few of my favorite things, Austin, photography | Tagged macro, photography, spring, Tamron 60mm macro, upclose | 6 Responses

Things I’m loving lately

By Emily on March 23, 2013

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+ Pete Goldlust’s Carved Crayons series.

+ My Brita water bottle. I own about twenty water bottles. This one is not especially attractive. I sort of wish it wasn’t a squeeze bottle. But I’m drinking way more water than normal (why is that the hardest resolution?) and it’s because water from every tap tastes great. Two thumbs up.

+ The Fault in Our Stars. Recently requested it through Interlibrary Loan. Picked it up as I left my shift at 10 pm…and read it straight through. There were lots of tears, but good ones. Fair warning: it’s about kids with cancer.

+ The new Craigslist gridview. Finally, a more efficient way to waste my time looking at things I don’t need.

+ There are so many Buzzfeed lists, but this My So-Called Life one made me pretty happy. Many, many great animated gifs.

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+ Mihaly Czikszentmihalyi’s TED talk on flow. I’ve read a little about this concept before – where high skill levels and high challenge levels move people into a state of being when external needs (hunger, pain, mindless wandering) fall away. Flow is being in the zone, and Czikszentmihalyi claims it’s one of the ways life stays exciting.

When was the last time you had a flow experience?

Posted in a few of my favorite things, books, colors | Tagged Craigslist, Crayola, gridview, John Green, Mihaly Czikszentmihalyi, My So-Called Life, Pete Goldlust, Ted talk, The Fault in Our Stars | Leave a response

Spring is like a perhaps hand

By Emily on March 20, 2013

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Spring is like a perhaps hand
(which comes carefully
out of Nowhere)arranging
a window,into which people look(while
people stare
arranging and changing placing
carefully there a strange
thing and a known thing here)and

changing everything carefully

spring is like a perhaps
Hand in a window
(carefully to
and fro moving New and
Old things,while
people stare carefully
moving a perhaps
fraction of flower here placing
an inch of air there)and

without breaking anything.

—e.e. cummings

Posted in poetry, seasons, things that make me smile | Tagged e.e. cummings, first day of spring, rebirth | Leave a response

Redhead Appreciation Week: Day 6

By Emily on March 17, 2013

Whoops, sorry. Got a day behind. Too busy watching Season 2 of The Killing on Netflix.

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Detective Sarah Linden is a total (redheaded) badass.

If you haven’t seen it, do.

(photo from here. warning: Season 1 spoilers.)

Posted in a few of my favorite things | Tagged ginger, Netflix, Redhead, Sarah Linden, The Killing | Leave a response

Redhead Appreciation Week: Day 5

By Emily on March 16, 2013

I’ve spent the last couple of days trying to sneak in some SXSW music (and have been mildly successful), which has led me to download some new music and add some new bands on Spotify for the first time in a while. More on that in an upcoming post.

But in the meantime, it got me thinking about music…and red hair. For a pretty legit list of the top 5 songs about redheads, check out this Hairpin article. Jolene, yes!

And to contribute my little addition: I can’t tell you how many times this little Garth Brooks ditty has come on and people have gone out of their way to point at me during the line “Pick him up at seven and they’re headin’ to the rodeo/Momma’s on the front porch screamin’ out her warning/Girl you better get your red head/Back in bed before the morning.”

So, an ode to the last few days of spring break. And wild redheads.

Ain’t Goin’ Down (‘Til the Sun Comes Up)
Garth Brooks – Ain’t Goin’ Down (‘Til the Sun Comes Up)

(if you’re reading this in an RSS reader or on mobile, it’s possible you need to click through to hear Garth. He’s worth it.)

Posted in blogs I read and like, things that make me smile, what I'm listening to now | Tagged Garth Brooks, gingers, Hairpin, red head back in bed before the morning, songs about redheads | Leave a response

Redhead Appreciation Week: Day 4

By Emily on March 14, 2013

Note to every dentist I’ve ever had:

“The reason we studied redheads in the beginning, it was essentially an urban legend in the anesthesia community saying redheads were difficult to anesthetize,” Dr. Sessler said. “This was so intriguing we went ahead and studied it. Redheads really do require more anesthesia, and by a clinically important amount.”

Yeah, like 20% more! And there’s an understanding that the same thing goes for pain medication. Beam me up, Scotty.

—from this New York Times article

Posted in rants | Tagged anesthesia, fun facts, ginger, novocaine, Redhead | 1 Response

Redhead Appreciation Week: Day 3

By Emily on March 14, 2013

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I so want to rock this look.

(Photo from here)

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Posted in things that make me smile | Tagged ginger, glasses, hipster, Redhead | 1 Response

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